Sitting over here thinking about nothing. Doing nothing special to the world at all. For instance, Life wasn't so easy just like what you think. It's not what you think at all because at some point you all have to go through the hardest part in your entire life. Do not stop doing something, even if it's the one you don't like. Because that was the only thing you needed to do in a real day. Luck is there beside you, but did you ignore every good thing that may affect your future life or are you willing to accept it then you would be able to live your life to the very end? Questions. Uses to ask to someone and yourself and even myself. Will I be alive and perverse then die? Or die faster so in the next decades of decades and then everything stays the same? I don't know, but I'm probably staying with my reason no one wanted to hear or read. It's not a beautiful sunset in the sky waiting for the moon to rise up in the sky. The redness in the world is brighter and brighter every time. Poor things. No good lord could save you in real life, because you can only die once. If you wanted to stay alive, do your best, even if it takes you to the limit. Do not stop, life is getting much worse. I don't want to see a face from someone who lives and take away our value. What can we do? What can I do? Sitting and rotting is when we do not do anything other than chronically-online twenty-four seven. Happiness is only available for a short period of time. We can't smile for days. It hurts our face. It's too long to stay in that emotion. Talking about emotions; Anger can easily happen under Neutral. You're not thinking about something. I know little things can happen. But don't take it like it was a boxing match. Yes, I know you're happy, but when you come home you don't expect someone to be happy with you. What? They do? Pain under a smile. It's always that. No, don't think they're fine because they do smile. They smile to keep their good and great expression under that smile. It builds up pressure. That pressure has been deflated out into a burst of anger. At you. Not everything is easy. You don't just relax your day at an apartment and do nothing. Vacations. Just like the normal day, it's nothing special really. You have to live alone, all you have is a single twelve-inch television right on that table, or hanging on a wall, or hanging on a corner, or whatever what it was. It's keeping you updated for every news coming up! Keep it updated. You can't live your life stupid. Well, I know a strong word. A wound in their heart emotionally. And maybe your heart. Staying on that apartment with a rent to pay, how would you find money if your parents aren't supporting you anymore? Don't say "It's not going to happen" It will happen. Guarantee. Looking outside the window. You don't have a window? Bless you. Looking outside the window. See the lively life of some person. See the greens. See the life of a kid. Reminds of you. Reminds of me. Reminds of everyone. Reminds of every single person on earth. I hope you stay strong and ever, getting some little improvements are better than never. Stressed before is better than stressed after. Stay great as always.